Talia Grace - Melancholy Lyrics

I've made peace with the silence
And friends with the ache
Gave up on being angry
There's only so much I could take

If there's a god above
We haven't talked in a while
Though I can't say that I've tried
Because the last time
That I dialed his number
He seemed preoccupied

I think I like the melancholy
I've gotten good at being lonely
I'm always the first to leave
'Cause then nobody's leaving me

I spend my life burning bridges
Nowhere to call home
So I tell myself that I'm okay
With being alone

If there's a god above
We haven't talked in a while
Though I can't say that I've tried
Because the last time
That I dialed his number
He seemed preoccupied

I think I like the melancholy
I've gotten good at being lonely
I'm always the first to leave
'Cause then nobody's leaving me

Oh my god where are you
'Cause I'm losing it and I'm slipping through
Oh my god where have you been
'Cause I'm so damn close to giving in
Oh my god where are you
'Cause I'm losing it and I'm slipping through
Oh my god where have you been
'Cause I'm so damn close to giving in
Oh my god where are you
'Cause I'm losing it and I'm slipping through
Oh my god where have you been
'Cause I'm so damn close to giving in