Sometimes (feat. Suzann Christine) Video (MV)

Perfection is impossible
But don't abort the mission
I wanna share my story
And I'm glad y'all here to listen
It started in my bedroom
But I finished in the kitchen
Tears falling on my iPod
Chanel mascara dripping
Sometimes you gotta be your own shoulder to cry on
Wipe your own tears lift your head to the sky or
Sometimes you gotta love on yourself
If you ain't getting the love
From the ones you thought that you can rely on
Sometimes you gotta
Sometimes you gotta
Sometimes you gotta
Love on yourself if you ain't getting the love
From the ones you thought that you could rely on
Where should I begin
It's so much to tell and honestly
I'm sick of holding it in
I'm loving the space that I'm in
Could've gave up
But I know quitters don't win
Rejection is hard
They tried to rip me apart
But I got thick skin
Never had to pop a 10
20 30 Amen
Life is a lesson see how it test you
Fallen down with nobody to catch you
They say you ain't it
When you know that you special
God is my strength
And I know I'm his vessel
I respond to things I should ignore
I know that's the devil
Then I look back like what was I thinking
They not on your level
That pain you experience alone gone hit you different
There's been plenty nights I cried myself to sleep
No one to listen
Gotta catch myself
If nobody around me when I'm slipping
So much stress and weight all up on my back
It got me dipping
I remember losing so much weight my whole body was missing
Hiding under my robe
Cuz I ain't want my mom to see me shifting
Lips turning blue
Hands cold as ice
This can't be life
But God said it ain't your time yet
And I proved him right
Sometimes you gotta be your own shoulder to cry on
Wipe your own tears lift your head to the sky or
Sometimes you gotta love on yourself
If you ain't getting the love
From the ones you thought that you can rely on
Sometimes you gotta
Sometimes you gotta
Sometimes you gotta
Love on yourself if you ain't getting the love
From the ones you thought that you could rely on
Since January 23rd 2023
My life ain't been the same
Them Doctors told me I would never be
The same person that I was before
Sleeping less stressing more
Smoking heavy eating poor
A luxury I can't afford
Adapting to a lifestyle I ain't used to
Let me explore
To my surprise this the lifestyle
I was looking for
It could be worse
I was almost in that hurst
Until I got them snakes up out my grass
Got a little selfish and put me first
That pain you experience alone gone hit you different
There's been plenty nights I cried myself to sleep
No one to listen
Gotta catch myself
If nobody around me when I'm slipping
So much stress and weight all up on my back
It got me dipping
I remember losing so much weight my whole body was missing
Hiding under my robe
Cuz I ain't want my mom to see me shifting
Lips turning blue
Hands cold as ice
This can't be life
But God said it ain't your time yet
And I proved him right
Sometimes you gotta be your own shoulder to cry on
Wipe your own tears lift your head to the sky or
Sometimes you gotta love on yourself
If you ain't getting the love
From the ones you thought that you can rely on
Sometimes you gotta
Sometimes you gotta
Sometimes you gotta
Love on yourself if you ain't getting the love
From the ones you thought that you could rely on