[ Featuring The Bangas ]
It's not a diss poem
It's a real poem
I barely like you
It's really the memories that hold me hostage
My mind make me watch it replay it over and over again
Being close to him smelling his skin, sucking his lips, tasting his chin
My mind replays it like over and over again
Taking out the bad parts of how you weren't there for me
Remixing all the moments you couldn't look out for T or didn't listen
Or when you lacked vision, no direction, no mission, no plan, no freakin' ambition
Or wanted me to possibly take care of you and me
Or wanted me to guide the ship
I ain't captain T I ain't mr D
He who has the dick should not rely on me
Mama's boys will play with toys
But you will not play with me
Boy toys r us is closed
And you will not play for free so why I feel
So bitch
Nevermind no nickels, no dimes, new car, spit shine, spend time
Lay up make up just get your bread up so you can be mine
But why should he change if I let the shit slide
Why should he change if I didn't mind?
Evident they were friends
Heaven sent had me bent
Knowing this, loving him was never meant so evident
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
Enjoy the ride, enjoy the ride
Bigger than elephants in a room with no air we f*ck up the vibe
Cause egos don't like to share egos like elephants
Elephants like egos wish I had a giraffe neck to see around it
Though it was see through
That Ike and Tina shit was never been sexy to me
A toxic relationship with music notes and poetry
Not the sort of bed I wanted to lay in or stay in
But I'm laid up after a bad argument
Here comes the good f*ck here comes the good love
Who cares about the drama if we end with a good note I mean good nut?
Nah Tank's not like that
She write poems and leads with love
But I'm a black woman with trauma my blueprint f*cked up
I want my relationship to work but I'm f*cked up
Evident they were friends
Heaven sent had me bent
Knowing this, loving him was never meant so evident
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
Enjoy the ride, enjoy the ride
Evident they were friends
Heaven sent had me bent
Knowing this, loving him was never meant so evident
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
Enjoy the ride, enjoy the ride
Evident they were friends
Heaven sent had me bent
Knowing this, loving him was never meant so evident
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
Enjoy the ride, enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
I can't deny I surely enjoy the ride
Enjoy the ride, enjoy the ride
