(Sagittarius got sum here)
Doubt, shame, everything
It's all the same
Every day, every face
Something to say
Like what you doing, with your life?
Right now it's f*cking lame
Don't speak to me, if you lie 'round
Basking in the shade
I done always put my feelings in the back of the back
Letting people walk over me, set my own trap
It hurt me inside but I stayed intact
It took me some time to stop being last
I had to grind to get f*cking first
Thought I had it bad but it's gon get worse
I pray that nobody see me at my worst
Don't want em to see that I am not perf-
Fect, I felt like a defect, I felt like a reject
I felt like I'd seen everything but I really hadn't seen shit
Hmm I've never been decent, I've been called a bitch or lame and I've felt like that as of recent
The f*ck did I do to these people?
Got em actin how people don't see em
Seen em act out of character even
If a glimpse of that get shown then it's gon be-
Lethal, lethal, killing me cuz I done seen through, seen through yea
Now they do not want me to talk, they want me to stop
They want me to keep feeling all of they-
Doubt, shame, everything
It's all the same
Every day, every face
Something to say
Like what you doing, with your life?
Right now it's f*cking lame
Don't speak to me, if you lie 'round
Basking in the shade
Sitting in your room just scrolling
Mindless, commenting on post just trolling
Hiding, cause everyone of y'all just soulless
Private, private yo account you boneless
Timing, timing that you ain't even on, y'all hoeless
Drooling over her ain't cold, y'all choking
Speaking to bitch? not you! you ghosted
Tryna be like he, ain't working, shit's stolen
I'm just tryna be real cuz niggas on BeReal they just f*cking stunting
I tell em how I feel, my feelings ain't valid for shit, they do not mean nothing
It's a shame that I don't deal with fraudulent niggas but I'm the one who's f*cking frontin
My thoughts under lock and seal, If I let em loose man they all gon start running
Look death don't hit, til the morning
I cried til numb, shit stormed in
Had to put on a face, performance
Couldn't let people see me pouring
I was light to sum people, was warming
I got lost and I couldn't keep going
Took sum time to start f*cking transforming
When I change for the better, they still show that
Doubt, shame, everything
It's all the same
Every day, every face
Something to say
Like what you doing, with your life?
Right now it's f*cking lame
Don't speak to me, if you lie 'round
Basking in the shade