(This Might Be Tarrius!)
They say you can't start loving, loving, loving
Until you stop running, running, running
Got miles on miles
The loves in my mind in a file
Accusing myself for my pain, I'm on trial
Still cannot find my own smile yuh
Here we go
Lil nigga pullin up in a Ford
"That shit is not yours!" Nigga how you know?
Like of course it ain't mine boy I'm f*cking broke
Got that shit from my pops, he like 64
But he still pimpin around, he an animal
He a different beast, in a different mode
He limpin around still invincible
I'm still learning a lot
I'm learning some things I ain't ever been taught
Like avoiding these gazes from bitches and thots
They f*ck with my head, invading my thoughts
They ain't no queen bees but they is still bugging
They was the reason, I ran from the loving
But now that I'm growing, I'm learning they nothing
I'm done falling for em, I'm f*cking erupting
I'm blossoming
I'm turning into something that's gon be better
F*ck the gossiping
I'm closing my eyes to the, "Ew! I would never"
I'm learning not to give a f*ck ohhhhhh
I'm learning who to really trust ohhhhhh
For too long
I was too scared to be me
It was dumb cause
The right ones will see eventually
They say you can't start loving, loving, loving
Until you stop running, running, running
They say you can't start loving, loving, loving
Until you stop running, running, running
Miles on miles
The loves in my mind in a file
Accusing myself for my pain, I'm on trial
Still cannot find my own smile yuh
I'm tired of running, I'm tired of running so
I'm done f*cking running, I'm done f*cking running