Shit
Oh F*ck
Look! I don't know where to start
See my heart is cold, lost control
Hard to find some guidance on this darkened road
Walk alone! Still falling apart when I'm just tryna cope
Tryna float but life keeps pulling me under when there's signs of growth
Left the liquor and drugs but still feeling stuck
It isn't enough when your mental is still being crushed
By depression, anxiety, stressing on how to get up
When you keep falling to the bottom and there's no one you trust
There's nobody rushing to save you it's just you and your mind
Screws loose with a broken fuse confused on how to get by
Abusing your kindness when you expose your weakness inside
Wanna see my family smile, gives me a reason to rise
Listen! I'm just tryna survive but them voices haunting me
Causing me to doubt my future plans and where I wanna be
Motivation drained now all I wanna do is fall asleep
But I'll continue fighting this battle 'til peace and harmony
Yeah
Even when I don't know where I'm going
Even when I hear these voices calling
Even when the sky is falling
Dear God please! Just pray for me
You know I'm, still willing to try to get up and grind
A million times, I see a lot of villains disguised
As innocent wise, civilians with brilliant minds, showing fake love
No! I don't need no negative vibes
I've been caged up
From letting everybody decide, My destiny
Instead of telling them the place I'll arrive
Gave too much power to these people they don't care if I die
Only putting my trust in God I know he hears when I cry
Aware of my trials and tribulations
Tired of feeling anxious waiting on someone to save him
Patience running out each day, it's just same thing!
But got to maintain, I can't escape this
I made the choice to face it 'cause life ain't meant to be painless
But it's draining my energy slowly God show me
The way to gain control of my life cause I'm tired and lonely
I gave my best effort I'm getting so tired of coping
I got nowhere to go but you're the reason I ain't hopeless
Even when I don't know where I'm going
Even when I hear these voices calling
Even when the sky is falling
Dear God please! Just pray for me