tay laylo - Catharsis Lyrics

I just wanna talk to you, baby
It's a lot of things that's been on my mind lately
I just gotta get em out
So I wrote a song for you
I been thinking bout the shit we don't say
Like will I love you tomorrow more than I love you today
Will you ask me to borrow my heart then put it away
I swear to god all these girls the same Cause lately I been goin' back and forth in my mind
Tryna forget all the times you did me
Dirt
But it's fine
Never forgive you for the
Memories you went out and ruined Knew you was screwin'
Had me thinkin' I was crazy when I knew what you was doin'
You cut me deep, somebody find me a bandage
So I can stop the bleedin' and the pain and the parts that you damaged
I don't want nobody takin' advantage
And I'll be damned if I let you rip my heart out and vanish
Nah
Lil baby tell me the truth
If I ain't have this money or this motion or this car with no roof
Would you still choose me or would you cut me loose
I don't care about your answer, I just needed some proof
For real
Cause I ain't got the time or the
Patience
Chasin' for your love, why the f*ck you had me waiting'
Gave you all I had like my love was for the takin'
Now you cryin' in a Honda, prayin' someone can replace it
I don't got the time or the patience
Chasin' for your love, why the f*ck you had me waiting'
Fightin' all these demons, bae you knew what I was facing
But a hoe gon' be a hoe and it ain't nothing that can save em
Aye matter fact, girl, who told you you could leave like that
When you left, I just thought that you would be right back
Keep on tryna teach her she don't wanna be saved
I tried to fix her evil heart, but she so stuck in her ways
So stuck in her ways
Like baby girl, why you so stuck in your ways
(Why you stuck in your ways, she so stuck in her ways, damn)
Uh
Look
Maybe one day you'll get it
The shit I did, no one else could've did it
Huh, the way I did it at least
You wanted him, why you talkin' to me
Shit could've been so much better had you kept it a G
Could've parted ways early, livin' separately
Got me hatin' love or thinking that it's hatin' on me
Trust issues, only trust what I see
So tired of the gaslighting, women thinkin'
I can't trust my instincts, shit
If it was up to me
If I had another love
Would've told you, baby girl, you can't even f*ck with me
Cause then you'll be stuck with me And then we'll be wastin' time
And that ain't really love to me
But now you got me thinkin'
What the f*ck is really love to me
Now you got me thinkin' what the f*ck is really love to me
(I'll tell you what it is)
Love is them sandwiches I used to make for you
When I couldn't afford to buy a steak for you
Love is knowin' them lil candies you like
Love is knowing if it's ice or no ice
Love is walking in the store and I don't care 'bout the price
Love is takin' hella chances when it's 9 on the dice
But when you switched up, playin' games for the show
I learned that you gotta let a hoe be a hoe
But when you switched up, playin' games for the show
I learned that you gotta let a hoe be a hoe
But when you switched up, playin' games for the show
I learned that you gotta let a hoe be a hoe