My dad made me think every boy that I meet
Is gonna wind up running round, and run right out on me
And every problem's answer is a pill and whiskey neat
I hate that he did that to me
And that boy I ended up with
Cause they all told me to
Couldn't hold down a job
Turned me right into
The man of the house
Drained every last ounce of my dignity
Really hate that he did that to me
I wish I could rip this weight right off my chest
Drown this weakness, catch my breath
Put a fist through that wall I've been building up inside
Stop fighting with these demons that were never even mine
Trash this sadness, smash this shame
Go to war with my damage until the white flag waves
Have a clean slate and see the day I can finally start healin'
I wish I could hurt my feelings
That girl that I thought I could trust with my life
Showed me what it means to really put the knife in someone's back
Under them sheets, June 2018
Damn never thought she'd do that to me
You can slap on a bandaid
Wait on time
To heal all the pain
But damn I
Wish I could rip this weight right off my chest
Drown this weakness, catch my breath
Put a fist through that wall I've been building up inside
Stop fighting with these demons that were never even mine
Trash this sadness, smash this shame
Go to war with my damage until the white flag waves
Have a clean slate and see the day I can finally start healin'
I wish I could hurt my feelings "