Starting the day, open up Spotify, checking the plays
To see I am not who I wanted to be, playing my songs, only liking the beat
Maybe my music better without me realise I need it, it f*cking helps me
And blessed be you if you wanting to doubt me
And I pray for you dudes if you're faking around me
I'm waking up, time to step up out the grave
Be brave and bust, imma live at my own pace
With grace, I must put on a happy face
Its staying up, I guess
Wicked smile from the left to the right ear
Type of motherf*cker you see up in a nightmare
The biggest cuts all seeping viciousness
Just me and my personalities, never be as sick as us
Just, re-awoke, my demons, oh
Now I've come to f*ck up beats and choke
My devils with my scheme in flow, say its unbelievable, for me to go
Turn evil on, everybody who turned on me but its even, yo, and now I'm seething
I'm seeing, all these people being, just being
I hate the fact they're breathing and I feel beaten
Cant you tell I'm suffering, all these songs I'm releasing
Won't touch on it, you know how I'm feeling
Obsessed, with the views and the clicks, upset when the music is shit
Depressed that I'm not getting fixed, I'm stressed being viewed as a kid,
Its confusing as shit, I feel useless at this, don't know what I'm doing with it
Misusing my gift, I was brewed in a pit, imbued with rage
Now you can feel it dilute to the page
Diffuse through the ink in my pen, fears are big, but I'm bigger than them
They beat me once, they wont do it again
This is not a front, they'll be down for the 10
Yeah I'm out for revenge, I'm down to torment
Focus on the goal, you're bound to descend, to astounding extent, cos without your defence
I reckon you'll be down til' the end
Then hell on earth will happen and I'll be on top then