Trust Issues Video (MV)

I had suspicions but I didn't trust it
First time I met you I was just like f*ck it
Next time I saw you we already f*cking
Next day at school she had asked me to cuff it
And I was feeling the vibe and I ain't second guesss it
The First couple months had went good we won't stressin
She moving suspicious so we wasn't vibing
Time after time and I asked she denied it
Something in my heart told me that she was lying
Had no evidence so I couldn't deny it
You guilt trip me good all the times you were crying
You built this idea that we were both trying
Whole time you been selling ideas I was just buying
I should've known you would do this
Damn! You left me looking so stupid
Really like how could you do it
For a second I was going through it
Questioning myself like why would you do it
I thought we had more than that
I'm happy I'm finally over the past wondering how you could do me like that
Smoking so much that it's hurting my lungs
You asked me for chances and I gave you some
Gave you my all and, you had me feel dumb
You Put me through so much, and I feel so Numb
Drowning my thoughts in a cup full of Rum
Smoking back to back I used to smoke one
Through the trials and tribulation
I realized my time was just wasted
Had me thinking I was going crazy
Whole time you was being shady
I knew The truth but I ain't want to face it
I really shoulda saw through the games you been playing