Monologue Video (MV)

Trapped inside between four walls, staring at my ceiling
Wondering every day what is it that I am feeling
Is it depression, settling in?
Or is it a war that's not even worth the win?

I can't stand another second of this torture
Fighting day to day with the fear of getting older
What is my meaning, and is there a purpose?
I won't spend the rest of my life feeling useless

Living life on repeat can be such a f*cking drag
Fighting with these demons that are burrowed in my head
I never thought I would relate so much to Kurt and Layne
But lately my life has been full of
So much f*cking pain

I can't stand another second of this torture
Fighting day to day with the fear of getting older
What is my meaning, and is there a purpose?
I won't spend the rest of my life feeling useless

Over and over, I pray for an end
To feeling like nothing, please show me there's something more
Than the monster I've found in myself
Is there a path for me to go down?

I can't stand another second of this torture
Fighting day to day with the fear of getting older
What is my meaning, and is there a purpose?
I won't spend the rest of my life feeling useless