I'm trying to find a place
Where all of my thoughts erase
And maybe a pillow and a bed
Whenever I close my eyes
It stirs up the fear inside
And lets all the darkness in my head
I dream awake 'cause I try to sleep but I
Can't find a way 'cause the thoughts stay in my mind
I'm losing faith in myself 'cause I'm so afraid
I'm trying to get some sleep
But all of my thoughts repeat
I'm starting to lose myself tonight
So onto my side, I roll
My body is still so cold
I hope that come dawn I'll be alright
I dream awake 'cause I try to sleep but I
Can't find a way 'cause the thoughts stay in my mind
I'm losing faith in myself 'cause I'm so afraid
I try to run but there's nowhere left to hide
It hurts a ton leaving all of this behind
And when I'm done it'll ache to say goodbye
I dream awake 'cause I try to sleep but I
Can't find a way 'cause the thoughts stay in my mind
I'm losing faith in myself 'cause I'm so afraid