Suicide Note Video (MV)

Shit aint been the same for a while
Forgot how far I came for a while
I fell off my game for a while
And I swerved out my lane for a while
And people say I need some help
When I feel like offing myself
See I done tried different approaches
Had mental coaching
I fell too deep in emotions
And it left me broken
I turned quiet and unspoken
And I couldn't open
I thought to try hypnosis
But my mind couldn't focus
I flirted with drugs to try to get a whole better feeling
I got introduced to crystals, and I heard bout the healing
But I need a high, that's gone make me float to the ceiling
And make me wonder why (What)
Like what's the point of existence
Im decreasing in spirit
And I'm chasing a change
Cause I shouldn't be down seeing how far I done came
Ever since my cousin died, man this shit aint the same (Trap)
This shit is so strange
Look
Like what do I do
When im walking through the world with a life that's so tough
And I always give my all, but its never enough
And it make me wanna cry sometimes
I wanna die sometimes, yeah
And I always got a plan but don't know where to start
I got a vision but don't know where to go
Its like lately life been moving so slow
Until it suddenly stops
See this my suicide note