Blow My Brains Out Video (MV)

I'm shakin' still cutting these demons inside
I wanna feel weightless,I don't wanna fight...
This blood on my hands's slowly starting to dry
One day I'm gonna blow my brains out...
I'm tired of running, I'm sick of this hurt
Cursing this liquor and sick of the drugs
They all know, yeah I know
One day I'm gonna blow my brains out
Middle fingers up, take aim and reload
Middle fingers up, F*ck I'm loosing control
I'm on my one way trippin, I know
One day I'm gonna blow my brains out...
Oh Oh Yeah Yeah, Yeah
One day I'll blow my f*cking brains out...
Oh Oh Yeah Yeah, Yeah
One day I'll blow my f*cking brains out...
Ain't nobody taught me, how to love myself
So how can I love me, when I'm somebody else?
Now tell me where are you going... My serotonin?
These Questions still rolling all day in my head
Like vultures they fed, from my bloody sweat
Inside I'm awake but still playing it dead...
They all know, Yeah I know
One day I'll blow my f*cking brains out...
Middle fingers up, take aim and reload
Middle fingers up, F*ck I'm loosing control
I'm on my one way trippin, I know
One day I'm gonna blow my brains out...
Oh Oh Yeah Yeah, Yeah
One day I'll blow my f*cking brains out...
Oh Oh Yeah Yeah, Yeah
One day I'll blow my f*cking brains out...
They locked me In, They block me Out
They smoked my soul, now shut me down
I need some sleep, stuck on repeat
There's no way out...
Sometimes I still wonder What life is about?
I can hear all these voices They're getting soo LOUD
In my head, In my bed, In my chest I'm a guest
Got no thoughts about future, when I'm such a mess
I'm a product of what's left behind, I confess
Diggin deeper inside every time in my mind, I feel Hopeless...
Middle fingers up, take aim and reload
Middle fingers up, F*ck I'm loosing control
I'm on my one way trippin, I know
One day I'm gonna blow my brains out...
Oh Oh Yeah Yeah, Yeah
One day I'll blow my f*cking brains out...
Oh Oh Yeah Yeah, Yeah
One day I'll blow my f*cking brains out...