Tez the Don - A Killas Pain (Killas Cry) Lyrics

Hard times just part time man I'm full time with my fears
Wasn't pose to see 18 so I'm still counting my years
My city turning to a graveyard and I'm still hiding my tears
Fighting all of these demons
Asking God what's the reason
That all my niggas keep dying
To which he is replying
The sky really is the limit son but they need wings to keep flying
Mama do enough crying, but still I gotta risk mine
I'd give my soul if it save the world I just gotta know that she fine
God you know I need signs
Her suicide on my mind
I know that stress be killing her but all I ask is keep trying
I'm gettin' scared of me mama
These changes in me mama
Just hold on to me mama
Don't let go of me mama
Yeah yeah yeah
Cause I don't wanna go missing but they want me to go missing yea yeah yeah
And I might have to go missing, the only way they gon miss me yea yeah yeah
I don't wanna go missing but they want me to go missing yea yeah yeah
I might have to go missing but I don't wanna go missing
I don't wanna go missing
But they want me to go missing
And I might have to go missing
But I don't wanna go missing
I don't wanna go missing
But they want me to go missing
I might have to go missing
The only way they gon miss me damn
No, yeah yeah yeah
I got a killas' pain, no
Me and Meek done fell out
And I'm just wondering what the hell bout
Sitting round with a stale mouth
Loading all of these shells now
Thought the shit would just gel out but I might be going back to jail now
I had secrets that I wouldn't share then
But f*ck it man I'm bout to share em now
See I cried tears for my nigga
I'd lie here for my nigga
I'd die here for my nigga
Long as I'm riding here for my nigga
But now he ain't my nigga
Man why this my nigga
He said he wanted to come kill me
So I'm riding round with more killas'
I don't even wanna kill him
Cause I know I'm gon feel it
When I caught my first body
I had lost all my feeling
And he know I'm a real killa
Man I'm hurting cause we got children
He suppose to have been my brother
But it's silly of me to keep wishing yeah yeah yeah
Cause I don't want him go missing, but he want me to go missing yea yeah yeah
And I ain't finna go missing, so he gon have to go missing yea yeah yeah
I don't want him go missing, but he want me to go missing yea yeah yeah
And I ain't finna go missing, so he gon have to go missing
I don't want him go missing, but he want me to go missing
And I ain't finna go missing, so he gon have to go missing
I don't even wanna kill him, but he just wanna come kill me
And I ain't finna let him kill me
So imma have to go kill him damn
I don't even wanna kill him, but imma have to go kill him
I got a killas' pain
I got some killas' pain
I don't want him go missing, but he want me to go missing
And I ain't finna go missing, so he gon have to go missing
I don't want him go missing, but he want me to go missing
And I ain't finna go missing, so he gon have to go missing
I wish shit was just different, I wish shit was just different
I wish shit was just different, I wish shit was just different
Cause I don't wanna go kill him, but he just wanna come kill me
And I ain't finna go kill him, but I'ma have to go kill him damn
Mama, imma have to go kill him
Mama I got some killas' pain
I got some killas' pain