We used to take them walks in the park
Our relationship wasn't even no walk in the park
We used to sit up on the phone from the morning all the way to the dark
Up on the porch at night just gazing at stars
Now we racing apart
Now a days it's crazy if I call
It's been so long shit now it's crazy to talk
I still try to make time
Cause I'm too busy out gettin' out mine
But I still need you when all this weight on my mind
It's so much pressure I hide
Everybody go through some changes
And I been, doing a lot of changing
Don't know how much longer I can take this
I been in a dark place before and don't wanna go back through them stages
Them nights with you had kept me normal
Now I'm all lonely and crazy, it's f*cked up
Everywhere I go I'm feeling a lil' too endangered
We was the bestest of friends now we the worst case of strangers
This is the fight I can't end, gotta let go and feel brainless
Before I, I crash and burn, this a lil' song for the tainted
You know
When you got one you just give up on all the rest
And you give your all nothing less
Because you thought you had the best but no
And you thought it was gonna work but nothing is ever perfect
It turned out to be the worse and aw
Now there's someone filling your space
You don't know how you gon take it
How it feels to be replaced and aw
And you try to avoid the facts, you try avoid gettin' attached
Because you thought you had them back but no
You one of the girls that really know me it's like
Your charms a power when I'm around you it controls me it's like
Even when I knew it I'd still come around for you to troll me it's like
No matter what I was forever ya homie
You played the game like you made it
It's a shame I just would shade it
But you ain't really give one f*ck
You was too green, you was too jaded
When I, started giving up
You had, started acting all basic
I had, started falling out of love
And you had, started to display it
It got all bad and shit, you became the baddest bitch
At least to other niggas, they had got you gassed and shit
But I ain't get mad and shit, I just had thought to myself like
These niggas don't know what it's like to have this bitch
It didn't feel like shit, this real life shit
I ain't, just sayin' words, I ain't just talking cause I got lips
We was suppose to make it big, we was suppose to take them trips but
F*ck what it was because this what it is
When you got one you just give up on all the rest
And you give your all nothing less
Because you thought you had the best but no
And you thought it was gonna work but nothing is ever perfect
It turned out to be the worse and aw
Now there's someone filling your space
You don't know how you gon take it
How it feels to be replaced and aw
And you try to avoid the facts, you try avoid gettin' attached
Because you thought you had them back but no