TFR - Phases Lyrics

I don't know what's gotten into me
Things is changing I'm just trying to be a better me
People leaving I'm so sick of the uncertainty
I know she loves me but I know she's not the one for me
Swear that it's a blessing everyday I wake
They not giving chances so it's what I take
I finally made it to the table but didn't have a plate
So I had to sit there starving while they all ate
It only built my hunger astronomically
Let me see that you control your destiny
You told me that you love me, you didn't wait for me
I know I made mistakes but don't mistake in me
I've been going through phases
I've been going through changes
I've been in my feelings
I feel like the villain
You can't tell me nothing If you ain't ever did it
All I ever wanted was to make a difference
Never meant to hurt you, I was out here living
Back against the wall it's time to make a choice
Ain't no talking 'bout it, actions are my voice
They don't understand what I had to do
Look me in the mirror I'm like "who are you?"
I can't recognize who I turned into
You just see the person right in front of you
You just see the things that I didn't do
Never mention all the things I did for you

If you look me in my eyes you see the things I withhold
Never get to close 'cause now I'm back on the road
Adapting to the game it got my heart so cold
I've been living on the edge 'cause it's all I know
I'm so focused on myself but it got me always alone
Somehow always in my feelings when I'm off the patron
Our relationship started on a cellular phone
Shorty looking at my snaps but will not pick up the phone