They say that talk is cheap
So i don't even speak
Seems like each week
My mind gets more unique
Awoke not sleep
But love makes me weak
I'm nothing much but a cheat
Who's stupid, kept my receipts
I'm just a deadbeat
Pray my daughter won't hate me
Tried to start over, but i guess i did a repeat
She fell hard but yet easier to mistreat
Now she hates me, gets real when she presses delete
It's hard being X and Exavier
Two personalities on my worst behavior
Tried to be a lover, instead ima player
Tried to change my traits
But i'm still a failure
Asked god to point the right way like a laser
Point out my flaws and please be my savor
I wanted to be greater but instead feel trapped in a chamber
I'm ready to die, preparing to meet my maker
Knowledge is power at the end of the day
So when i say i'm on some new shit, it's spelled with a K
My secret is, I'm always angry rap's Mark Ruffalo killin herds of emcees
Use every part of the Buffalo
When I started writing music, wasn't really into it
I dropped the pen and told my brother that I would never do it
But I was young, I didn't know the talent had overcome, so over the years
I've grown into something I've now become
Procrastinator and I can't even lie about it
I failed so many classes and I told everyone that im trying
But I did one thing and then another one next
But I was too focused on bullshit and didn't give school any time invest
You prolly thought that this song was gonna be a TURNUP
But I want to be serious with this one so I did a change up
I never rearranged up. I'm still the same one
That makes up the sickest rhymes and turn into a twista.
This is for them f*ck ass niggas that doubt me and always be faking
Play my music around me but when I'm gone stop playing it
I'm not tripping my nigga but look, i'm just saying
If you not contributing then don't, just don't be shady
Life's is just one big balancing act, shit kinda crazy
Realizing the simplicity of it all
Did some rearranging
Even approached the mic, speaking true statements
Im humble. i know what it's like recording from a basement
You niggas is impatient, the throne is never vacant
All it takes it patience and now i'm reaching to greatness
Become ancient and have X imprinted on the hollywood pavement
Yeah, the boy from bass and snare, playing cadences
Wanna make whoisx2 cause it's highly awaited
If you thinking the bald dude in the wheelchair, you've highly mistaken
Learn the difference between men and man, No duplication
No new friends, motherf*cker i don't want replacements