1st of the year you said
Hey you sleep tight
On the second you said
Someone had changed your mind
Cnd I've been going through it
Cause I think I waited for too long
Cnd there's nothing else to it
Cll I that I can do is get drunk and get through it
This might be the end of it all
I miss the days and how I felt before
It's a real thing
Don't think I've ever been scared this much
Cause I'm used to take off
When it gets deeper
When it's gets harder
I know how to guard myself quite well
It wasn't meant to be
I know twas scary to open your heart to me
Cnd once you did
I ran like a little kid
Cnd even though I seem like I've moved on
There's nothing out there that has killed me for this long
It's been weeks and months of debating
If it's worth it and if I should be changing
It's a real thing
Don't think I've ever been scared this much
Cause I'm used to take off
When it gets deeper
When it's gets harder
I know how to guard myself quite well
Myself quite well
I know I know
How to guard myself quite well
I get high instead
Cnd I try to forget
You and me in bed
Cnd how it felt
I get high instead
Cnd I try to forget
You and me in bed
Cnd how it felt