I've come up with excuses
But it's useless now
That you've come up with a system
To catch me using them
And I've got reasons
To believe that
It's my only way
And you got answers
But I don't listen
My mind can't change
You say you're sick and tired
Of silent fireworks
And that were ashes now
And I know you're through
But I'll try to
Convince you
My loves true
But I don't know how
To tell you I f*cked up
And I know that
My walls too high
And you're sweet love
But I'm f*cked up
And I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why I
You say I'm built off of self doubt
I don't let anyone in
I don't let anything out