THATJØSH! - SCREAM Lyrics

Can't take the pressure off my shoulders
Don't know where to go when I'm older
I sit alone in my bed
I cry until my shirt's all wet
Then I close my eyes and I see red
I wake up from my trance but I'm still dead
Oh my mind screams
My skull is crushed in
What does it all mean
A hurricane keeps gusting
You sit there and you watch me
Collapse in myself
But you dont take the f*cking time to ask me
'Bout my mental health
I dream of death when the night is cold
A realm of darkness with truths untold
Inside, I'm on my death bed
But my exterior isn't dead
Felt too real, how was that all in my head?
I feel scared, I am scarred, and I'm not done yet
Oh my mind screams
My skull is crushed in
What does it all mean
A hurricane keeps gusting
You sit there and you watch me
Collapse in myself
But you dont take the f*cking time to ask me
'Bout my mental health
I hope you see
All the things my mind does
When I'm alone and sensitive
Please don't blame me
I cant control it
When I'm alone and sensitive
If fear is a house, I live in it
I'm always lonely, dealing with my shit
There ain't a spot in my brain
Where I'm safe from the pain
It's like torrential rain
And I'm going insane
Oh my mind screams
My skull is crushed in
What does it all mean
A hurricane keeps gusting
You sit there and you watch me
Collapse in myself
But you dont take the f*cking time to ask me
'Bout my mental health