Said you've been alone for a long-ass time I ain't tryna fight, f*ck what I said
You told me last night that I'm better off dead You f*ckin' with my mind, now I'm smokin' cigarettes
You told me that you're different from the other hoes But I don't see the difference, f*ckin' with my woes
Now I'm turnin' up my walls, yeah And you're diggin' in my soul, my soul
I go through this every day I really gotta try and find a way
To help you understand that I am okay To help you understand that I'm not insane
Let me put my feelings to the side Let me take a second to decide, to decide
Let me take your love just for the ride, for the ride If you're not with me, then I guess it's suicide
I got too many demons in my bed Playin' with the reasons in my head
And I gotta say I'm sorry for what I did I gotta say I'm sorry for what I said
I gotta say I'm sorry, not for f*ckin' with your head
You told me that I hurt you, now I take it on the chest
Now I keep on sayin' I'm sorry, yeah, for leavin' you on read
All you wanted was a pulse, but I'm not givin' you that
Yeah, there's money comin' first, and I see that you know
All you hoes just want a purse, little bitch, are you dumb
Baby, this love shit is a curse, now I'm shuttin' you down
All these voices in my head, and they screamin' too loud
I told you I apologize for drivin' you away But my head really rachin', so can you give me a break
From all of this, it's toxic From all of this, it's toxic
Let me put my feelings to the side Let me take a second to decide to decide
Let me take you along just for the ride, for the ride
If you're not with me, then I guess it's suicide
I got too many demons in my bed I'm playin' with the reasons in my head
And I gotta say I'm sorry for what I did I gotta say I'm sorry for what I said