theiind - six DEEP Lyrics

Man I swear to god I did not know
I was right beside you surrounded by poles
We could've had wounds and/or bullet holes
But you thought I set you up so your heart grew cold
We've been friends for so long but no we ain't that old
Out of all my friendships why did this one grow mold
If life's a phone call then i'm puttin' on hold
Because death's on the other line ringing my phone
I'm battling monsters so tell me can you hear my battle cry
I'm hoping and praying that you realize that I was on ya' side
I promise you I really thought we both wasn't gon' be alive
Either way it wouldn't matter cuz' after last night I feel dead inside
Knew each other since kindergarten I told you this a ride or die
You don't know how much it hurt to see my other mother cry
I said you don't know how much it hurt to see my other mother cry
Yea' we prolly wasn't blood but they are still family in my eyes.
Man I did not know
I was right beside you surrounded by poles
I swear to god we both got wounds and bullet holes
But you thought I set you up so your heart grew cold
We've been friends for so long but no we ain't that old
Out of all my friendships why did this one grow mold
If life's a phone call then i'm puttin' on hold
Because death's on the other line ringing my phone
Yea' it's over I said it's over
I'ma drown this bottle til' I feel sober
I lost my care cuz' my heart has got colder
But sadly it won't freeze until i get older
Yea' it's over I said it's over
I'ma drown this bottle til' I feel sober
I lost my care cuz' my heart has got colder
But sadly it won't freeze until i get older
I'm fully aware and able to comprehend your pain
But the fact that you don't see the blood is driving me insane
Honestly i'm the only one who had blood drawn from their veins
You didn't think of anything else and just left me to blame
You see I thought it was f*cked up and you thought it was me
So who was really the unloyal one 'cuz i know it ain't me
I know I wear glasses but obviously you can't f*cking see
You thought I f*cking set you up and that dug a hole in me
And now here we are they dug you a hole right next to me
We each share a space two-foot wide and six-deep
Even though all I ever wanted was for us to succeed
Even though all I ever wanted was for you to believe
That I wasn't some money hungry motherf*cker that blows on trees
But in this life
Nobody ever listened to me
And in this life
Nobody shares the same destiny
If none of us caused it then it was only meant to be
Man I swear to god I didn't f*cking know
Never thought we'd die by being gunned down by poles
I swear to god we both got wounds and bullet holes
But you thought I set you up and now my heart bleed cold
We've been friends for so long but now my soul's been sold
So I don't feel the pain the feeling's startin' to get old
If life's a phone call then i'm hanging up the phone
Because death's on the other line so i'm f*cking gone