Perfect Stain Video (MV)

Always what I wanted to be
Growing up I saw my life as a tragedy
So I tore it from the tether
Threw myself into forever
Said that never, said that never
Only I could make it better
The road was brutal and the pain was deep
Sometimes I still shudder as I'm falling asleep
How it was before I was me
Searching for a way to truly be free
Moments frozen in this sinners file
Forgiven when they come to me

The moment that it takes
To realize my mistakes
Have left the perfect stain on me
Automatic faith
Not so easy to break
Now I'm awake and really free

I left my family when I turned 15
When all that really mattered
Was my rock and roll dream
Nazareth, Kiss and Uriah Heep
Boston, Rush and band called Sweet
Didn't really care if I lived or died
All I really want'ed was to feel alive
But some of the time life took me down
To the bottom to the edge
I couldn't feel the ground
Moment's frozen in this sinners file
Forgiven when they come for me

The moment that it takes
To realize my mistakes
Have left the perfect stain on me
Automatic faith
Not so easy to break
Now I'm awake and really free

So far away, when I turn to look inside
All the fear that I can't hide
Take a walk inside my dreams
Here I come

Don't try to save me
Everyone go crazy
I am a divine spark of the one
A co-creator
I am that I am that
I am a message of what has become
My faith has been shaken
My fear has been taken away