Théo GOUDE - new year's eve memo Lyrics

Beautiful
Are you thinking I'm not enough for you?
Are you thinking I'm not enough for you?
Are you thinking I'm not enough for you?
Are you thinking I'm not enough for me?
I been thinking 'bout the dark like everyday, a couple nights
What if I disappeared never got to mend broke ties?
I think I miss the way I smiled
I think I miss the way I loved
And now I'm just that dude with that fear of missing out
I dove into my eyes and i crowed within my soul
Messed up a couple times, made me learn about my core
Possession far from love, grey's the color of the dove
I wonder if Dr Nguyen been judging me from up above
I'm getting drunk on SZA and some Omar Apollo
Someday i hope we meet again, perhaps the day im stable
My tantrums getting dimmer I'm feeling much more able
Of course I ain't no Idol, i been hiding 'tween the Lily's
Showed rose, my thorns, the cold, walked lone
Searched for, some salt, tomorrow, I'll fall
My heart is sore, 3 months, Nikole
Brain fog, control, I lost, I can't explain my sorrow
They say to become water, but I ricochet'd like pebbles
I guess to grow you trash amends and still I'm feeling mellow
Am I chewing memories, or was I always meant to leave?
I'm sitting by a TV with some tea without the means to breathe
I scoop some rusty leaves, drinking 'bout another think
I'm sad and on the brink
Of disappearing for the greater good, I'm so afraid to blink
I'm so afraid the rink, to fall, get back up and sink
See
What if I stayed here on this seat?
What if my wish never made next New Year's Eve?
What if this walk was the last stroll through my street?
The ground is crawling forward while I'm sleeping where it's steep
I hope i can someday be enough for you
I hope i can someday be enough for me
I hope i can someday be enough for you
I hope i can someday be enough for me