I tried my best to be with you
Oh I know
Did my best that I could do
This I know
But this place
Is slowly driving me crazy
I cant let you see
What I was before
And this place
Is the reason I'm away
I tried to not let it get in my way
I'm sorry if I let you down
I said to myself I won't let you down
Shouldn't rely to own words anymore
Tried facing you one last time
But I couldn't even look at your eyes
That's why you got that text on your phone
It was the only way to let you know
I couldn't let you handle having me
I only tried to keep you safe from me
Didn't wanna see you suffering
Didn't wanna see you dying baby
I couldn't let you see the true me girl
Couldn't let you get that in your head no
This is why I am not there
This is why I am not there, oh