This Day - Array (Of Reality) Lyrics

As i dream't of pain, i questioned was it true?
A violation of my trust, a violation of everything
Just lies, truths, and everything in between
But whats the point of hope, when it brings you to your knees

And points a gun to your f*cking head?
Bouncing back, showing you whats really meant
'That happiness is feed by fear'
And loss of hope will pull the trigger

An array of reality ive been strucken with
Now my eyes are wide open

Now watch as the pendulum swings away
Your mind drifts to a state of decay
And as you slowly start to awake
You realize even your mind can be betrayed

An array of reality ive been strucken with
Now my eyes are wide open

Blegh!

An array of reality ive been strucken with
Now my eyes are wide open
And im left with these thoughts
That whats good can never last and your all ive got