The Thought - Center / Center Lyrics

I think I found my Center!
Yeah, yeah
I think I found my Center!
Center... yeah
I think I found my Center
I think I found my Center on Center Street
I think I found my Center
I think I'm right where I'm supposed to be
I think I found my Center
(Center) Found my Center on Center Street
(Found my Center on Center Street!)
I think I found my Center
(Center) Right where I'm supposed to be
I think I'm in the right place
Finally caught up to my heart
I don't love 'cause I'm a lightweight
I don't even know where I would start
Music gave me light, gave me "life saved!"
Never will I let this fall apart!
I don't even want to fight lately
I just want to put it in my art!
Know my family doesn't like me
And they can't wait 'til I depart
But that ending isn't likely
Until I've played my f*cking part!
Wrote out all the places I've stayed
Tried to show you all my cards
Pulled the bones right out of my grave
You don't know my rapist plays guitar!
Took the tones that gave me migraines
And earned their trust as royal guards!
Had to overdose on my pain
Just to show you how it scards
Never chose to be a Mabie
But they broke me into shards
Now my Brother thinks I'm crazy
He only gives me disregard!
But I'm living with my friends, safe
And we all been going hard!
So I think I'm in the right place
Or at least I'm not too far
I've been haunted by these houses
Been so hard to find a home
Where I can learn some self-control
My problems been so doubted
That I couldn't trust my own mind
To tell me when it's time to go
Found someone that I trusted
And I turned right down the road
'Cause I know we're gonna grow
We'll throw a show on Center
Just to demonstrate the glow up
There's not enough that we could know!
Been haunted by these houses
Been so hard to find a home
I'm still on Center, but I'm switching sides of Palomares
Feeling better with my life choices, 'cause the Knoiz my solace
Living with my boys, in a home feels like Solaris
'Cause it's dragging out the void and slipping Freud an OxyContin
And I'm bottomed out, but the cause was never greater
No more guarded doubts, I'll hand-crank the elevator
If I gotta, and you oughta mind your words when you speaking on the team
This my family! This who shares my biggest dream!
Our streaming numbers never show the scale of the movement
Now I know you'll never fail, if you love what you're doing
I've been haunted by these houses
Been so hard to find a home
Where I can learn some self-control
My problems been so doubted
That I couldn't trust my own mind
To tell me when it's time to go
Found someone that I trusted
And I turned right down the road
I almost took my life at the start of 2019
Smoked a cigarette, the ground was sixteen stories from me
I'm digging in a hole of debt to sleep through English classes
Lost the only bet, it seems, that ever really mattered, taking chances
I was anxious with advances out from Sallie Mae
Walking home through alleyways hoping that they catch me slacking
I don't got the flow for dancing, I can't date no Valley Baes
Dropping every throw in Madden, y'all can walk me to my grave
Need some coffee for the day
But my pockets outta change
I should stop, to stop the pain
What's "The Thought" if not to stay?
I should drop out
And deviate from what I hate
If I choose forsaking all I'm told to do for what I wanted
Maybe then the universe will guide me to my garden
A place where all my seeds can penetrate the underground
Racing them at lightning speed and still get the runaround...
I think I found my Center on Center Street
(Think I'm finally where I'm supposed to be, yeah!)
I think I found my Center on Center Street
(It been a long-ass, bumpy road, oh!)
I think I found my Center on Center Street
(Flee my nightmares, everywhere! Yeah, yeah)
I think I found my Center on Center Street
(I Thought You Loved Me!)
I think I found my Center on Center (Yeah, yeah)
Center on Center (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Center on Center Street
Center on Center Street
Center
On Center
On Center
On Center
On Center Street
On Center Street...