""In recoil I reflect upon the madness I saw there And yet our reasons justified Of that I am aware I'm drained but I must carry on and live with dignity And put this memory far behind as homeward we retreat In recoil I reflect upon the inhumanity Their poisoned minds their tortured pride Their cold hostility I sense the smell of victory but now it's not so sweet I am living I am one But now my heart won't beat In recoil I reflect upon the way things used to be A time of endless innocence A time of purity I sense the smell of victory but now it's not so sweet I am living I am one But I can barely breathe""