Throne of Exile - Apparition Lyrics

Smoke once existing
Now fading into the atmosphere
It's a clever dance enticing my lungs to breath it in
Leaving me cold dead and
Kill myself
Kill myself
Take me home
Take me
Home

I just want to feel alive
In the presence of another human being
Born an omega I've crossed over moons and stars
But the underground cold and damp calls me home

The years I've spent entombed even resurrection and lives amassed
I'm nothing more then an apparition
Not truly there
Not fully alive
Alive

Smoke twisting and turning
Spiraling out of existence
Broken images refracting the darkest light
Illuminates the worst in me
Illuminates the worst in me

All I've ever wanted is death
No all I want is eternal
All I've ever wanted is death
Now all I want is eternal life
All I want is eternal
All I want is eternal life