throwaway - Cross My Heart Lyrics

(I cross my heart and hope to die
Protect my heart everytime I lie
I know I relapsed but I still try
My brain running laps inside my mind)
I cross my heart and hope to die
Protect my heart everytime I lie
I know I relapsed but I still try
My brain running laps inside my mind
I cross my heart and hope to die
Protect my heart everytime I lie
I know I relapsed but I still try
My brain running laps inside my mind
Yeah it still hurts but I get used to the pain
You know what they say no pain no gain
Life is a game drivin me insane
I miss being a kid I don't feel the same
It changed ever since I touched them drugs
Even fame cant fix what I have done
It's a shame one kiss is all it took
One day I tried it and I was hooked
At first it was anxiety what if she called
Then it turned into me not caring at all
I hated sobriety I always stalled
Loved ones would cry to me they took the fall
And now Im tryna do better
Ill admit it helped with the weather it
Took a bit but it aint getting wetter
Think the rains drying up the dust is settling
I lost someone close to me
But at least the person lost wasnt me hey
But at least the person lost wasnt me hey
But at least the person lost wasnt me hey