throwaway - One Last Ride Lyrics

Didnt notice you coming my way
Did I scare you with the way I escape
Tryna cope but I stay up too late
Smoking dope was driving me insane
Disperse all these thoughts in my brain
Getting numb so I cant feel the pain
Seeking fun cause I always feel drained
Worst of all my emotions are restrained
I'm focused
Aint f*ck with hocus pocus
And I go unoticed
They aint scared of me overdosing
Man we aint the closest
But that dont mean we corroded
Cause my brain be overloaded
We react as we were coded
Its a game
I'm sick inside
(Sick Inside)
No I cant decide
(Cant decide)
Where I wanna reside
(Wanna reside)
In myself there's a divide
I'm not looking for replies
(Ooh ooh ooh)
Dont know what you implied
(Yeah yeah yeah)
Against all odds ive defied
(Lots I have defied)
It is death I sit beside
(Sit be-f*ckin-side)
Do I want to take his side
(Take his f*ckin side)
Maybe take just one last ride
(Maybe one last ride)
Steady smokin till im fried
(I'm so f*ckin fried)
I guess it helps me hide