Winner winner chicken dinner
Where im from they think you won they might be shooting at the sprinter
All the scars, i rub em off
Cant clip my claw, im grown up simba
Hands are tired killed my paw but, through the son the kings remembered
Toe the roads to zion with my pride beside my lioness
Trying to put them on the path so when we ask we hope they lying less
Grew up in the system they might die behind that wire mesh
No one took the time to feed the minds they aint survivalist
My gaze like nappy headed kobe
Anybody know me then its probably cause they owe me
Or maybe thats the old me, it may just be delusion and im really the control freak
I may be unaware and all this music make my soul speak
I get somber in sobriety, they treat me like im stupid but this liquor never lied to me
Through all my lows and highs your at my side so undeniably
But nothings ever perfect you gone kill me no denying it
Momma said i need to be a better person, i still aint found my purpose
I dont remember church scripts, im missing most the service
They want me to be perfect, i trip on all the hurdles
Then refuse to let me rest after they hit me with a curfew
I thought i was the prodigal but that shit was wrong
Cause in the story he returned and someone welcomed him home
Or maybe im like arther as i walk all alone
I'd find my destiny and a grab it like the sword in the stone
But that aint how it go, i aint i sight to behold
I fear i crumble under pressure not a diamond coal
I fear i suffer due skeptics and agendas they hold
Fear i never find my peace and i just wither and fold
Lately yall this soul been gaining milage, Eldorado not a hyrbid
What used to keep me young they label stupid or just childish
Building stress in large amounts here, trying to cross a mountain
Say I judge instead of love, i fall from heaven fell the ground hit
Blessings to em all day, moving in my own lane
If that dont work for them they throw a wrench up in the whole thang
Demand my full attention, say im getting in my own way
And leave me in the cold, all alone, these been long days
Only child im spoiled, never really had shit
13 had to hustle we was hungry if i hadnt
My parents doing bad shit, they problems getting rabid
Everytime it happened trust me i was on the ass end