feeling something Video (MV)

In a veiled attempt to be heard or even seen, he sang out my song and he sang out to me
I stood in silence, confused, how'd he hear me? This rosetta stone of loneliness
Uttered out painfully
Declined to see his corpse to preserve this
Apparently my gibberish made sense
The thing I learned that day is screaming is languageless
A property of acoustics alone
A special place I can always call home
Only in music are we seen
Only here do my words mean anything
I'm not sure why I wake up anymore
I'm not sure why I rush out the door
I'm not sure who made me this weak
I'm not sure if I can compete
A world made for the evil and the cunning
A world made for the brutal and the dastardly
A world made for people much smarter than me
A world made for inefficiencies
I probably give up twice a week, just to rebound like nothing happened to me
They swear it's fake
I wish it was, I'd fit in better
I live with cause
Must be rare
This breaks my heart
Isolated
Loser from the start
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
What's the point
Don't you get it
I'm the villain
Just get with it
He's messing with it
Stick to the program
That's how you show them
A liar always sounds hopeless
On the shoulders of giants who never hit 30
Record labels turn artistry to mockery on the daily
Philosophize why they used a gun and not a tree
Hope they weren't stubborn like me
Maybe I'm not as stubborn as I seem
Gotta leave breadcrumbs like they left for me
Live like I win, but I have a plan B
The next in line deserves to be free
No faith needed to live with belief
Contradiction is how you find peace
I'm not sure why I wake up anymore
I'm not sure why I rush out the door
I'm not sure who made me this weak
I'm not sure if I should compete
Another day, another f*cking war
Another day walking out that door
Another day searching for peace
Best believe I'm gonna try every week