avoid it Video (MV)

Threw my phone across the room
Just to get a moment of silence in my mind
The moment I think I'm new
I'm back to getting home by curfew

Tell them I'm too sick for school
Now nobody thinks that I'm lying
When I say
I'm feeling better (are you better yet, no?)
When will I feel better? (Are you better yet?)

Eats me up inside
Every lonely train ride
Now I'm older, I
Still wake up at the end of the line

Don't speak I don't wanna listen
I know you wrote it but I don't wanna read it
I'm attached to avoiding
I'm so attached to avoiding

Don't speak cause you'll close the distance
Give you my problems but you don't really need it
I'm attached to avoiding
Better off attached to avoiding

And I'm always late it's a habit
Tell my friends I'm coming soon but I'm absent
I said I wanna socialize but now I regret it
Can't even make a getaway, I don't have my license

Oh and it's pathetic how I make myself feel
I tie myself in ribbons just so that I appeal
To people, I won't answer when they're ringing my phone
I didn't save your number, f*cking leave me alone

Don't speak I don't wanna listen
I know you wrote it but I don't wanna read it
I'm attached to avoiding
I'm so attached to avoiding

Eats me up inside
Swallow all my free time
Leave my friends behind
It's never been your problem
It's always been mine

Don't speak I don't wanna listen
I know you wrote it but I don't wanna read it
I'm attached to avoiding
I'm so attached to avoiding
Don't speak cause you'll close the distance
Give you my problems but you don't really need it
I'm attached to avoiding
Better off attached to avoiding

Get away from me I don't wanna talk anymore
I could fix it but for now I rather ignore
Get away from me I don't wanna talk anymore
Get away from me
G-get away from me
Get away from me I don't wanna talk anymore
I could fix it but for now I rather ignore
Get away from me I don't wanna talk anymore
Get away from me
G-get away from me