Think i'm doing better cuz i'm missing it less
Stop feeling so attached to whatever i lost
Im sinking in the sofa
Getting out of my head
And i called u in the morning
Cuz i wanted to say
I think i'm doing better ive been drinking it less
Stopped thinking about always stepping off of the edge
I take myself the places
That i wanted them to
And when it's finally over
Won't be missing u
Maybe ill make a difference when i grow a little older
Maybe it's all just nothing at the end and then i show up
Think it's suspicious that the weathers getting colder
Think that i might end up in hell or somewhere lower
Maybe i'll search for something that i'll never end up finding
Maybe it's all just nothing and it's not even worth crying
Think it's suspicious that the weathers getting colder
Think that i might end up in hell or somewhere lower
Take me as i give it or don't take me at all
Tell me about ur gf but i don't care at all
I think it's something in the water
I was turning 19
Sunken at the bottom
It was endless to me
Work a little harder
Than i'd ever before
Wanna be ur gf
If it means u won't call
I think i'm starting to get over all the shit that i had
Or maybe i'm just in denial and convincing myself
I've been so aligned
Say it like i might
Make it all come true
I won't feel so blue
Maybe ill make a difference when i grow a little older
Maybe it's all just nothing at the end and then i show up
Think it's suspicious that the weathers getting colder
Think that i might end up in hell or somewhere lower
Maybe i'll search for something that i'll never end up finding
Maybe it's all just nothing and it's not even worth crying
Think it's suspicious that the weathers getting colder
Think that i might end up in hell or somewhere lower