God Complex Video (MV)

Every move I make like dominos
Carefully placed even though I know
The ground could shake and I'll watch them go
Still blame myself; it's out of my control

And I don't want to say it
So I won't
Cause I don't want to break this
So I don't
Get anything off my chest,
I Make a joke and put it all to rest

No, I'm not okay
But I push through anyway
Cause I'm too scared to manifest
Quiet, hoping for the best

Who do I think I am
Thinking there's some sort of plan
I'm doing the best that I can

Pretending I'm playing god
But it's an anxious facade
And a complex is all I've got
And a complex is all I've

Got bruises in my cheeks from grinding my teeth
Trying to tame my thoughts even when I sleep
Everybody says I should try to take it easy
Still swallow every word when I speak

Cause I don't want to face it
So I won't
And I don't want to break
Cause I've grown
But I got so much on my chest,
I Make a joke can't let it rest

Who do I think I am
Thinking there's some sort of plan
Just doing the best that I can

Pretending I'm playing god
But it's an anxious facade
And a complex is all I've got
And a complex is all

Omnipresent to myself and no one else could know
Learning lessons, getting help, and hoping it'll show
Maybe when the buzzing in my head quiets down
I'll finally put my feet back on the ground

Who do I think I am
Thinking there's some sort of plan
Just doing the best that I can

Pretending I'm playing god
But it's an anxious facade
And a complex is all I've got
And a complex is all I've got