This is how it feels to be special I wanted to kill you the next day I feel bad I feel bad I feel better I wanted to kill you the next day I say twice I say thrice I say four times this is how it feels to be special I feel sane I feel sane have I lost it? I wanted to kill you the next day hey, hey, hey, hey forever and ever and ever again don't you smile like you smile 'less you mean it I wanted to kill you the next day it infected the way that she dances this is how it feels to be special this is how it feels to be special you give and you give and you give up