Tim Lawter - Restitution Lyrics

Fell, right into the fateful trap of human nature, lost creator
(God help me find my sound)
Broke, got so bad I turned to sin to make it better, tried to tell her
(I'm breaking up with you inside my head)
Melt, into carpet tryna forget what I'm there for, hid behind doors
(Switch to autopilot)
Free, me from shame that cripples those who seek perfection, plain deception
(Give me hope and give me peace)
Lost in my thoughts I've played the game
I found my hurt I'm all to blame
Struggling so long to find my words
He spoke my heart and gave me worth
Blankets to keep the monsters from my head
Pillows to stop them poking through my bed
Kneeling to pray away my demons
I found rest in RESTitution
Why did it take so long to find what I was searching, truth from hurting?
(I looked back on the letters you wrote)
Why did opinions slowly become living doctrine, that I got lost in?
(Easy does it)
When, when did being human warrant self-desctruction, instead of loving?
(I choose today)
Why did I want to live in the past so much longer, when now I'm stronger?
(Hear my heart beat beat beat)
Lost in my thoughts I've played the game
I found my hurt I'm all to blame
Struggling so long to find my words
He spoke my heart and gave me worth
Blankets to keep the monsters from my head
Pillows to stop them poking through my bed
Kneeling to pray away my demons
I found rest in RESTitution
God help me find my sound
(God help me find my sound)
Help me be my own
(I'm just trying to find myself trying to find myself)
I looked back on the letter you wrote me
(Read back on those letters)
Something you said really made me think
(Yeah)
Give me hope and give me peace
(Give me hope give me hope give me hope give me)
Wake me from my restless sleep
(Wake me from my sleep)
I say to myself easy does it easy does it
(I say I say I say I say)
Finally inner peace