It's been four years since I left
And took on responsibility for myself
But I'm just so tired all the time
Of pretending that I know the answers
To questions no one else knows
And I can't go to bed without crying
I can't wake up without feeling something's missing in my chest
By now I thought I'd know the answers
And everyone seems to know what to do
In every situation
I'm here just wondering if know what to do with myself
Before starting with the rest
I'm waiting for something to change
But I don't think that I can wait that long
Can I just really sit in my bed
Thinking of mistakes that I've made
And the ones I'll make the next day
I guess I'll never learn
That's why I want some space
Somewhere for me to be by myself
With noone around
Somewhere I can stop existing
Thinking of mistakes that I've made
And the ones I'll make the next day
And the next day
And the next