I can hardly keep myself awake
These cruel days seems so long
I can barely say that I'm okay
These words been buried so long
Time after time, day after day
I fall again, I fall from grace
Time after time, day after day
I lose again, take me away
'Cause when the morning comes I'll lead the way
But in the darkness I am lost
And every night I fall apart, break the walls I do
I need you to let me run from you so I can be your soldier in the sun
I can't even keep myself away
Your toxins are my symphony
Let the melodies begin to play
As you destroy me blissfully
Night after night, scar after scar
When the sun goes down I see how cruel you are
I'm left with masochistic tendencies, protagonist-like enemies
Tell me is there a remedy
'Cause baby when the morning comes I'll lead the way
But in the darkness I am lost
And every night I fall apart, break the walls I do
I need you to let me run from you so I can be your soldier in the sun
Your soldier in the sun