TMB-08 - Psycho Analysis Lyrics

Hey Dr Provt thank you for seeing me on such short notice
I know that you don't like when people don't have appointments and I don't like that either
But there's some shit I really need to talk to you about so can I have a seat?

Let's start the session Mr T why don't you first take a seat get comfortable kick up your feet
Now tell me how do you feel
Have you had anyone lately that could help you mentally?
How do you deal with what you deal?

You can open up to me
After all that's why you're here to solve your traumas and be free
A long journey for you to heal not to feel astonishing
But to feel a little bit better than a piece of shit

Let's dive into your mind a bit
Struggle with your self-esteem not the first thing that I've seen
You carry your own self as king
But take a layer back and peel
Look inside what's underneath you are still a little kid

Struggle with identity psychopathic tendencies Obsessive complexities fear of losing everything
Constantly in disbelief not knowing how dope you is
Treated wrong by every bitch misogynistic fantasies
You're hyperventilating T
Sorry man just try to breathe and take as much time as you need
Man F*ck You and your sympathy
I hate being in therapy

Psycho Analysis binding paralysis
Can't even fathom it
All of it
Half of it
Medication
I don't get
I'll just be raw dogging it

Psycho Analysis
Binding paralysis
Can't even fathom it all of it half of it
Medication
I don't get
I'll just be raw dogging it
Psychoanalysis
Binding paralysis

Sorry didn't mean to curse but with all those voices in my head
I feel like I'm professor X paralyzed and lost as shit
I wake at night covered in sweat
Voices surround me right and left

It's ok man just relax
I can tell your mind is loud so absurd yet so profound
A genius thinking he's inept chaos within but always kept
Not appreciative of your own self

Man I feel like you don't know just how loud my brain is
Oh makes me feel uncomfortable just wanna be f*cking left alone


But everyone seems to agree that you're the best thing that they've seen
Then why the f*ck they always leave?

The answered to put it simply they truly can't seem to compete
To see that you have figured it
But they don't know what's in your head nor will they feel what you have felt

They just see a perfect fit
A person who's so competent
Every aspiration set achieves it man and conquers it
But that is not what my brain says I drive myself into the edge
Tryna be someone perfect
And that's a goal I'll never reach
Cannot be helped or even healed
Just forget about me please
You're just wasting your time with me


Man cut the f*cking bullshit off
Stop thinking you're a lost cause
You're a motherf*cking boss
Nobody can do what you do
With a raging war inside them too!
Use your own problems as fuel
Creating art that's beautiful
Man you are a f*cking fool
Cut yourself some f*cking slack
Look at what you do not what you lack
And I know that you think that love is void
And that's why it's something you avoid
But I tell you man that it will come
In its own time man and be fun

Last thing man I feel like saying
Why do I seek validation ?
It's because you're deeply aching
But I don't trust what they be saying
You want to feel good for a change man
Anything but pain and aching
Deeply thoughts gesticulating
Many different thoughts I'm hating
Insinuating I might make it
Indeed you will T just be patient

Psycho Analysis

I'm contemplating
Ruminating
Feeling even more down lately
Voices in me drive me crazy
Please tell me that you can save me
And I just feel super lonely
Even with my girl and homies can't put my energy towards me
Homie what the f*ck
I feel so stuck
And about to self destruct
Anything I do is not enough
Working two motherf*cking jobs
And mentally stuck in a loop that sucks


I think this trauma pushed within
Yeah no shit you dimwit prick
Don't you think?
Relax what's wrong with you
That's why I'm here you f*cking fool
Ok T you blew some steam can we converse like human beings ?
Without shouting or you cussing ?
What the problem to you it seems ?
Man I notice everything
Every minute detail I see
And I also talk to whores every single time I'm bored
Watching porn and liking hoes
And their digits fill my phone
But you still got yourself control
You're not letting that shit go
Ok Doc but hold on still

We still got some time to kill
There's some tea I need to spill
Why can't I just be happy?
I always ruin everything

How do you think you do that T
With my solidarity
And I know it's not ideal

Cause of how lonely I be
And it seems so weird to me
That the more people I meet
The lonelier I seem to be

And one last thing before I leave
Why the f*ck do they like me?
Cause you are genuinely real
So creative and ideal

It just needs you to see
Just how f*cking dope you is
Your time is up right now with me
See you next time in your own dreams
Let's pick this up next time from here
I think we're truly progressing
F*ck You don't you lie to me
F*ck You don't you like to me