It took me a day to find this feeling
Compelled to grow, I just let it sway
Back and forth swings the weight I'm heaving
Just four roses, be that as it may
Alone and lonely, this time I know
The taste of the air without confidence
As the rain falls, the burning is slow
Feeling's gone along with the evidence
You hurt not me but my pride, and it shows
Too much of nothing, too much ado
My shame is so hot that it glows brighter than the stars and the moon
Was hooked on the way our time was passing
Took it for granted and rightfully so
Allow a few days, I'll be racing
Forgetting your roses, deceitfully so
I'm high on humiliation
First time in my life I feel like a fool
Rounding the wall that's never been built
Why do I find it so hard to hate you?
You hurt not me but my pride, and it shows
Too much of nothing, too much ado
My shame is so hot that it glows
Brighter than the stars and the moon
I am leaving this town along with the night
The void inside me is too big to touch
Time is known for putting things right
But mine is up 'cause I've used it too much