Toby Brown - not today Lyrics

Wish I could be more
More than the thorn in your side
Wish you could know more
A parasite feeding on life
Wish I could follow
The path you wanted for my flight
It's too hard to swallow
I've set down outside of the light
And all you had to do
Was nothing at all
I'm dazed and confused
It's not your fault
There's butterflies all on me
Telling me I'm sorry
How long will you take to turn away
Why do champagne covered greeting cards make me want to run away
So maybe I'll just have to turn and pray
It'll happen sometime, not today
A coming out party
For stepping back into the dark
The door shut behind me
I made sure to leave it unlocked
Open the whiskey
But pour it right back down the drain
We might have to go back
And start a new bottle again
And all you had to do
Was nothing at all
I'm dazed and confused
It's not your fault
There's butterflies all on me
Telling me I'm sorry
How long will you take to turn away
Why do champagne covered greeting cards make me want to run away
So maybe I'll just have to turn and pray
It'll happen sometime, not today