Ooh my demons and I Broke our ties I told them I'm through
Now look who's tired of social life
Yeah sitting by myself all alone
Pain in the pictures and my eyes in the phone
What a waste of my time that I spent with these lying motherf*ckers
Who couldn't even care that I'm gone
Couldn't even see that the person I would be
A facade in the place of the fear that I know
A facade in the face of rejection and disgrace
Couldn't be someone that couldn't ever be alone
Craving all attention whether fleeting or to stay
What a pain to survive living someone else's way
What a way to surmise that everything is fine
That I don't need no help that I'm really just okay
I ain't battling no demons I'm just sitting here defeated
Cause the ones that I thought had my back
Is the reason that I'm bearing all the burdens
Now I'm drawing out the curtains on the ones who just claim to be friends for the road
Oh I cried for you baby I lied for you
Maybe you didn't care at all
But it's fine over here we're lying to be near
Those who break us now
And I lost the game I felt the pain
When people tell me close your eyes
I'm scared to trust
I fear the night
When I lose control inside
Though I lost it (I lost it I lost it I lost it)
Got no more faith I ain't got no trust
On the end of deadlines no phones that rung
When I called the numbers that I thought were day ones
They were out there plotting said I'm finished I'm done
That the last turn I took was the end of the line
Last girl who broke me was a loss of a mind
Last moments relieved celebrate my demise
The fall of Caesar they said to the skies
As they stabbed my back left me on the ground
Yeah they grin their fangs gather up like hounds
Laugh like hyenas I'm broken ain't down
I ain't out of the fight time for the second round
They done f*cked around now it's time to revive
Played like a fiddle now it's time to unwind
These strings that I kept in knots and chains
Better cut those ties leave the mask behind
Oh I cried for you baby I lied for you
Maybe you didn't care at all
But it's fine over here we're lying to be near
Those who break us now
And I lost the game I felt the pain
When people tell me close your eyes
I'm scared to trust
I fear the night
When I lose control inside
Though I lost it (I lost it I lost it I lost it)
Ooh my demons and I Broke our ties I told them I'm through
Now look who's tired of social life