Tofer Tirade - "Since Then..." (Stanky Sangle Version) Lyrics

I remember long before this
Life declared a state of war
When bliss still hid in ignorance
And Misery was imminence
Before my dreams were raped and killed
A glass half full was left unfilled
Sometimes we're forced to rebuild
So I'm stepping on stones to building blocks
With my dreams tooled inside a box
And I smashed my hammer Like a nut
Boarding all my windows shut
Cause the darkness takes me back to when
The curfew clock struck loud at ten
But the in between has f*cked the since then
Bolt a smile to my skull
And Say everything's OK
Displace this vacant space
Misery has saved for me
Bleed me of my thoughts and
Witness my decay
Watch my demons suffocate
Carve my heart out from my chest
And I will do my very best
To get lost in its dying beat
Of anger pain hate and deceit
Cause Some things just can't be undone
The past is just so hard to outrun
Tomorrow is promised to no one
Like a match that never had a flame
An empty song without a name
Completely lost and incomplete
Cusping close to my defeat
And It haunts me time and time again
It's just to much to comprehend
The in between has f*cked the since then
Bolt a smile to my skull
And Say everything's OK
Displace this vacant space
Misery has saved for me
Bleed me of my thoughts and
Witness my decay
Watch my demons suffocate
Inside my bottled hate
Sometimes I wanna fkn scream
Myself into a comatic dream
Reality isn't fkn fair
Living a never ending nightmare
Filled with f*cks who never gave a shit
Happily living counterfeit
With their plastic fabricated grin
Status painted all across their skin
The in between's
Killed everything
Since then
Bolt a smile to my skull
Cause nothing is OK
Crucifixed in this empty place
Misery has saved for me
Bleed me of my thoughts and
Bathe me in decay
As my demons suffocate
Inside my bottled hate