[ Featuring June ]
I don't want to live in adulthood
Raping all the years from my childhood
Riding on a mat down a staircase
Crashing into life like a new wave
Years were passing by as the time stood
Rolling in the filth used to feel good
The child in me is hanging by a thread of hope
Safer in the swing of a jumprope
Hey now,
Hurts to know that we're all unveiling like some things
Hey now, if you go let me know if heaven's above this
I don't want to live in adulthood
I don't give a f*ck about my ripe age
I'm still a punk inside, I'll never hide the rage
As long as I could go I'll get through it
And when my body breaks, I'll say screw it
Slashing through my heart like a fish hook
The family, the friends and all the laughs it took
It's hard to see them fade or just disappear
One day it will be me and I'll be outta here.
Hey now,
Hurts to know that we're all unveiling like some things
Hey now, if you go let me know if heaven's above this
I don't want to grow up
How can I go on?
Life won't let me
I can't see Hanna cry
It just breaks me
I share myself with you
I'm an open book
The story of my youth is my outlook
I'll never wear a skin that I'm not used to
Growing up is hard, why do we have to? Transitioning to some is a closed door
I won't replace a wound with an open sore
