Losing Me V3 Video (MV)

If I could then I would baby I would be ya superstar
The stress and the grind man I swear its tearing me apart
One step ahead just to go ten steps back I need to
Clear the air just to keep up with facts I
Think I'm losing me
Indulge in shit that aint renewing me
I know in life there's more to see
But I feel like I'm wounded mortally
I I'm so sorry
I been living too fast neglecting the stakes
Gotta keep myself grounded f*ck all that space
I I'm so sorry
My mind change like mood ring
I'm looking for new flings
I still want my old bitch why the f*ck she go do me like this
You moving backwards if you going back to that hoe
I needa pack of backwoods and some henny nigga let's get throwed
I been moving quiet round my feelings gotta tip-toe
F*ck a hoe I'll do anything for all my bros
I want ice round my throat
Ice where my heart resides
I don't know why
I can't process this life
You do me wrong
You better make it right
No new niggas round me I don't wanna chase the hype
If i could then I would baby I would be ya superstar
The stress and the grind man I swear its tearing me apart
One step ahead just to go ten steps back I need to
Clear the air just to keep up with facts I
Think I'm losing me
Indulge in shit that aint renewing me
I know in life there's more to see
But I feel like I'm wounded mortally
I I'm so sorry
I I'm so sorry
Lemme add in some context
I got a lil complex
If I snap and kill somebody baby would you go confess
Niggas staying vigilant to see my bitch undress
It's too many phony niggas might be a punk fest
I been shinning on 'em it's too clear that I'm the biggest star she ever seen
Camera flash gun pop either way you at a scene
Save a lil face I can't even stop with all the mean muggin
When it comes to money niggas always think it mean something