Tommyguns - Hold On Lyrics

If its love why I feel hated
If its real why it feel fake
I put my trust in people that betrayed me
Im holding secrets I won't Neva say it
I can't keep holding onto things that don't bring, positive outcomes
You lied to me how come
I been keepin a close eye
I been staying by my gun
All this shit I have I went an got it I aint ask fa nun
Every time I thought its safe to trust I run into a problem
I count hunnits afta hunnit
I stack thousands afta thousands
All this Payne I got around me u would think my name was Calvin
Ima big steppa I won't hesitate to show em sum
Dey speakin on me but im knowin that they knowin nothin
If its a problem I aint duckin shit im crushin sum
A lot of bread but im still gon eat the crust, im hungry
I get it in an I aint pulling out im going harder
I stuck my foot inside the door they tried to close on me
These clothes up on me just he shirt cost me a couple hunnit
Im dressin rich but im still f*cked up on the inside of me
Don't play wit me nigga
I been ballin hard I cross a nigga up an leave his whole family grieving
My pockets weizing, all these rubber bands inside
I aint even no space for em to breath in
If its love why I feel hated
If its real why it feel fake
I put my trust in people that betrayed me
Im holding secrets I won't Neva say it
I can't keep holding onto things that don't bring positive outcomes
You lied to me how come
I been keepin a close eye
I been staying by my gun
Just hold on im coming you aint gotta worry bout it
All alone I lost myself an no one knew about it
It made me stronger ima newer person newer vibes
Newer whip I pulled up on er' told er' get inside
Thats if you down to ride, cus if you not you gotta go
I got niggas hatin on me for reason I don't know
But I know they don't want smoke, I got that fire im tryn' grill a nigga
F*ck the judge im tryna get up out the system nigga
Cash rules, if you ain't talkin money nigga kick it
I just poured me up some purple shit im tryna blur my vision
I been moving smarter think, think im main good decisions
You only get one life, but I keep nine like im a kitten
I keep nine like im a kitten
Ima dum em like a piston
I keep gettin in my feelins
I gotta get dis out my system
If its love why I feel hated
If its real why it feel fake
I put my trust in people that betrayed me
Im holding secrets I won't Neva say it
I can't keep holding onto things that don't bring, positive outcomes
You lied to me how come
I been keepin a close eye
I been staying by my gun
How come
How come
You lied to me, how come
How come