Tony - Ottawa Lyrics

Lately I've been down, but I still keep it pushin forward
You know now how I carry all this weight on me
I've been up every night tryna make all of my dreams come true
'Cause I told myself if I did it'd fix me
But then you came round, and you took away the gravity
Now I'm up every night tryna figure out my dreams of you
But I'm filled with doubt, it's not what you wanna hear
Will I drag you down, wrestling with all my fears
'Cause to take it out on myself and all my peers
I don't have an excuse
But I was played out, didn't know if I could bear it
Way down, every bone inside was feeling
Worn out, didn't really know what I should do
Until you
I'll go all the way to Ottawa
Chasing stars until I hit the wall
Watch me fall until I hit the ground
Running, for you
I'll go all the way to Ottawa
Chasing stars until I hit the wall
Watch me fall until I hit the ground
Running, for you
I had a couple rough years 'cause of drinking and violence
Lost all my friends and I can't even call them
Wish I could take back the awful things that I said
Filled all the space with these ideas in my head
It was raining down and I know what I said
Let me drown, I'm not worth the upset
You said how, I'm not giving up yet
Save your doubts and work on yourself
But I was played out, didn't know if I could bear it
Way down, every bone inside was feeling
Worn out, didn't really know what I should do
Until you
I'll go all the way to Ottawa
Chasing stars until I hit the wall
Watch me fall until I hit the ground
Running, for you
I'll go all the way to Ottawa
Chasing stars until I hit the wall
Watch me fall until I hit the ground
Running, for you
Ooooooooo, oooooo
Ooooooooo, oooooo
Ooooooooo, oooooo
Ooo ooo, ooo ooo